It will get better. I had the worst ever depression after my daughter was born. I cried all day and stayed up all night just staring at her and snuggling her. I was afraid to let anyone watch her other than me, and was put onto strong meds after waiting and hiding it from my family for a few months. It will get better! My baby is 27 months now and we are really doing great.
I saw a new mom tonight with a beautiful lil peanut and I told her she had a beautiful baby, congratulations. She glared at me and said "you have no idea" So to any of you who are suffering or think you are. I send you love.