It's me Deb, i'm back. I'm in need of support. Everyone here was so helpful i figured i'd come here. Well Dale and I are engaged and getting married next July. Our officiant is his grandmother, but she may or may not make it. She might have stomach cancer, she's been very sick for a couple months now. Dale and I just got back from an early honeymoon, we went to the bahamas which was a great time. We left Kody with my mom and dale's mom and sister. He is So spoiled rotten right now it's so hard to break him. He cries all the time when we put him in the car seat. Whines and cries if we don't carry him. UGH so annoyed by it. But i told everyone to limit his trips out of the house.. its snowing there i didn't want him to get horribly sick. Well i find out my mom took him to my grandparents and the nursing home, after i told her not to. Also kody was around dale's niece who has h1n1 103.5 fever. So my mom is mad at me because I called her out on doing something i told her not to. But.. anywho this Mirena has been horrible to me, i'm constantly sick and in extreme pain... the gyno said it couldn't be the mirena, but my family doctor said nothing is wrong with me no infection i'm completely healthy. GRR... well i just had this weird feeling today and took a HPT and it was a faint line... but it was positive. I don't know what to do. I'm so stressed with the wedding and being so far from home. I can barely handle my 24 hrs of work and kody. I feel like i'm dumping a whole lot on everyone. I'm so scared