met with a doc today...with both babies being head down, i don't need a c-section and i was told they CAN do an induction as long as it is "slow"...um, how do you have a "slow" induction??? i have another appointment next friday, which i'll end up taking ALL of the kids to as jason has to work, but that's fine, it's just a regular appointment, so i'm not too concerned about it...i need to ask if they'll do a u/s to follow up with the position of the babies and what not...i also need to ask how far they'll "let" me go with both head down before i get to the point where they would want to do some kind of induction...
jason is supposed to have his vasectomy on the 17th of july, he got a hold of the woman, they are looking at starting scheduling in october...it's a ways out, however we can figure out the b/c until it happens...i imagine for the first few months we won't feel too desireours (is that even a word?) with all the babies and what not to care for...
my bp is normal again, i was right, it's the automatic machine that does that to me..i have swelling in my feet and fingers, but i'm ok with that...
with the babies being over 4 pounds each and i'm now past 33 weeks, if i go in to labor (at least according to this doc) they won't try to stop it...while baking another week or 3 would be good, is it really that wrong of me to hope it happens sooner?? ugh, i'm SO over this already...i've been waking up each morning with HORRID cramping in my legs, and i've been making sure to get a dose of calcium each day...and the heat is not helping my lovey dovey happy feelings at all! i know this next month is going to get crazy, but as long as i'm NOT pg through most of it, i'll be OK! i have an open schedule with my therapist, so i'm hoping that with her help i'll be able to handle the breast feeding/pumping to the point that i can get over the hurdle and make it 2nd nature...it's all psychosematic for me, there are no physical inhibitions to it, so thankfully that helps...
evening primrose is now a daily thing for me...1000 mg orally a day and starting tonight i'm going to do the suppository (or as lube for sex, i got that idea from a mom on a different board and it makes sense to me) and hope that it really kicks my cervix in to gear...if i can go in to labor on my own and deliver vaginally i know that will really help with my recovery!