I've posted on here before about me and my husband having problems in the past and now during our third pregnancy althought things have changed i just can't let go of what has happened. He basically cheated on me alot whether it be having sex with other people or wanking over porn videos/photos. i just can't bring myself to have sex with a man who could do those things to me. i love him so much, and want for this marriage to work but am petrified that if i don't sleep with him soon he'll go back to his old ways. Everytime i think about having sex with him it upsets me so much, i cry and just can't imagine opening myself to more hurt (even though i do believe he is sticking to behaving himself). I just need to know if there is anyone else out there experiencing this and is there anything i can do? we haven't had sex since i concieved and i'm now 15 weeks!