I had my fouth m/c on the 9/25.Yeah it feels like you are alone but you are not.I say cry and let it all out when you feel like it, go through the emotions you will get to different stages.In the end you will have to get yourself together.I cant believe i am dishing out advice.But it is only through talking to others on forums such asthis that i realised there are far worse people out there.I think at the back of my mind i will need to make peace with whatever is destined for me.Do something for yourself, that makes you feel better, as long as it is not self destructive.I started jogging after my 2nd m/c and it was liberating, the morning air, the quiteness, the road.Find something that gives you peace of mind.Days are not the same.