hi
i cant tell you that you are feeling exactly what i am.
i have a 1.5yr old and a 3.5yr old , its crazy, excitiing and scary.
this is the first preg that i had were i went looking for strollers before anythign else,
i found a double stroller that fits 2 car seats and has a sit or stand bench on the back,
i figure everythign will be alright, crazy but alright, i bought a couple life like looking dolls and carythem down the stairs, bath them,
sit on the couch and pretend to feed them , my boys espicaly my younger one is starting to realize when mommy has baby in her hand i have to wait a minute,
the first few days there was alot of crying but knowi t getin better, & now i know they will be ok with 2 more babies, so now i am more comfortable
we are puttin the crib back up this weekend so my little guy learnsit not his, it only for the babies
good luck,
email me anytime.