Not very many people here...or maybe nobody...Here is my stroy: So I have been MIA for a while...On Sept 10th we welcomed our dec baby...2lbs 4oz 14in long....we were camping over labor day (6hrs from home) and I started to bleed...with in seconds i had blood to my knees...we went to the hospital...Which was the scariest hospital I have ever been in, I was more worried that the drunk doctor would drop his dentures on me....so he did the exam and I was not dialated he could not figure out why I had been bleeding and they did not have ultra sound on the weekends so he decided to life flight me to another town (3hrs if you drove away) when I got there I was dialated to a 1.5 and 80%...they started to give me meds to stop my contractions which were working....after being in this hospital for a couple days they decided that they would rather me be in a hospital close to home and the doc said that he was positive that I would deliver that week and he would rather fly me with the baby inside that the baby by herself...so I flew once again (6hrs from home if you drove). When I got there they stopped the meds that I was on cuz they found a mass that was behind my placenta and they said that the meds that I was on was stopping the blood flow, they did not know what this mass was just that if I had to deliver there was a hight chance I would need a transfusion....after being in the hospital for a couple days and really no change...they were going to send me home, but before they did they wanted me to go for a non stress test...while doing that I was haing contractions every 1-3min and they hurt, the doc came in and I was dialated to a 4 so they decided to keep a close eye on me. I seriously just sent a text to everyone to let them know I was ok the nurse came in to give me pain pills and all of a sudden 6 nurses and 4 doc came in and said we are taking you in for an eme c-section. When they wheeled me out of the room all I saw was all the white coats it was all the high risk docs and the NICU docs. After my c-section I was greeted by my husband they said that my placenta had torn 50%....so going foward we are now 19days since she was born and she is doing well....her 1st week she had some hard times...they found out she had a level 4 bleed in her head and they are 80% sure that she will have some diability but dont know what or the extent of it....she is now above birth weight 2lbs 8oz she did get down to 2lbs 1oz....sorry I have been gone but my mind has been