Hi everyone. Im Lisa nd im 27yrs old nd mum 2 my 10month old baby boy Levi-Jay. Wel im new ere nd i thought id join 2 see if i could meet othr mums nd av a good chat ns share our experiences at being parents. Me nd Levi-Jay dad ad been on/off for at least a good year nd a half nd wen i found out i woz pregnant he ddnt believe me. Even wen i showed him my 5nd a half wk baby scan(i had dis early coz woz bleeding wen i found out i woz pregnant) he stil ddnt believe me nd said it woz fake or i stole it. He ddnt wnt 2 accept he woz goin 2 b a dad nd wen i think bout it now, i think he woz scared of growing up nd avin such a huge responsibility. Until i woz 5months pregnant he kept tryn 2 get me 2 av an abortion sayn me nd him wasn't ready 2 b parents n if i ad da termination den we could try in a couple of months time for anothr baby bt there woz no way would i av ever ad an abortion. My pregnancy might av been a shock bt a very happy one bt it woz da best thing dat ever happened 2 me. Eventually my ex gt uesd 2 da fect dat our borgous baby boy eoz cumin soon bt wen i ad Levi-Jay, he wasnt there at da birth. My sis nd ny mum woz. Obviously this wasn't da way i wntd it bt i ad no choice. I woz on my mobi chatting 2 Levi-Jay dad while i woz avin contractions nd i rang him wen he ad been born bt i woz stil hurt dat he wouldnt *** nd see his newborn baby boyt nd wen Levi-Jay woz 2wks old, me nd his dad ad r biggest argument ever nd we hardly ever tlk now. Levi-Jay has never even seen his dad nd i dnt think he ever wil either. Im not stopping his dad seeing him though, thats his choice. Sorry mu msg soooo lonh nd hope 2 hear frm sum ppl soon. luv lisa x x