My child is 8 months old and is suffering from a rare disease bec of which she will live for a max of 2 years. This itself is so stressful. i have my individual career stresses which are escalating every day. on the other hand my relation with my husband has become torturous. actually it was always so. he keeps on doing and telling hurtful things. He keeps on promising lots of things that he will change but never in the past 5 years have i seen any change. his attitude is also very rude to me many times. as it is am suffering from depression he is increasing it. i have thought of getting a divorce but there also he says he will only give a divorce if and when he feels like and all arrangement i hav to make. in short when i am angry he will sweet talk but as soon as i start being normal he disregards me totally. there is nothing which can happen my way or he will never quit his bad habits or be caring in any way but i am expected to be the perfect person on earth. there is no understanding between us nor any care or love exists though he tells he loves but i know by his actions that there is none.he also expects me to have anothr child while i cannot think of even living with him because its a torture for me. i have gone into a major depression and am not talking to him nowadays. how long can i exist in such a way i do not know. i just want to escape. what should i do?