I am now recovering from my second etopic pregnancy. I have now lost both tubes. My first baby was 12 weeks and the tube ruptured on april 26 2005. My husband and I were devestated as we have been trying now for 8 years. When we found out we were pregenant this time I seen the Doctor several times the first month to make sure that we were going to get to have this baby. The doctors because we seen several even specialist were sure this baby was ok and placed in the uterus. My husband and I being so excited planned every thing down to the school. We had the crib, all books, everything. When I started having the all to familiar pain I went straight to the ER. We were there all day and finally sent home being told still looks good. I was at home on a Sat afternoon and the pain began again I just went to lay down and stay still. When monday came I was feeling a little better so I went to work. About 2 the pain was so horrible I went home. I knew when I got in the house this was awful. I called help to get to the ER but after we started I knew I had to have help ASAP so we pulled over and called the Ambulance. After another emergancey surgery that I almost didnt make it through, becuase the other tube had ruptured and I was bleeding internally, I woke to hear there was no chance for me to get pregnant again without invitro. I am still not sure that I can go through the invitro becuase I am worried the loss of more embryos will be more than I can handle. I am so unsure of what to do now If you have insight I would love to hear your thoguhts.