Checking in

• 09-28-2008 8:43 PM

  KristinaNArkansas Joined on 08-19-2007 Dallas, TX Posts 11

  Checking in Reply Contact It has been a while since I have been able to come on to the site. I hope all of you ladies are doing well... I am not sure if you remember me, but I lost my son, Kaiden, in May. I am at a point where I find myself blocking things out, and it is scary. I went back to work in July and have consumed myself in it so much. Many people tell me that I need to seek counseling, but I think that coming here would be better for me. I find that talking to someone who is going through the same thing is better than talking to a stranger. I am beginning to forget the small things, and its scary.

• 10-10-2008 6:13 AM

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  Mommy2AngelConner Joined on 02-15-2006 Angel Conner 8.18.06-8.20.06 & Mason Conner8.31.08 Posts 978

  Re: Checking in Reply Contact Hi Kristina, I'm sorry for the recent loss of your son, Kaiden.  I'm also sorry that you are having a very difficult time.  I went through a very scary and long period where it hurt really bad to look at certain pictures or mentally go back to certain points in my life where I was pregnant with my son Conner.  Even now, there are cetain things that I can't do... like read my story of what happened on my son's memorial site or go through his memory box.  I guess that it's my way of protecting myself from sinking back to that deep, dark, and lonely place.  I tried going to a grief counselor early on but found this site (and other memorial sites) to be much more beneficial than a stranger trying to tell me what I needed to do to move through my grief.  I know that this site isn't very busy but you can always post and someone will get back to you or you can always PM if you need to talk. Mari Conner's Memorial Website: http://www.freewebs.com/connerdavid/index.htm