For my baby

• 08-13-2009 8:00 PM

  corajalem Joined on 07-12-2004 lost another precious baby. Posts 464

  For my baby Reply Contact very hard to write but I just had to... So small and so frail Yet great joy you brought I loved you so much I never gave it a second thought Gave up on trying for a short time So we did not have you planned Yet thrilled and overjoyed were we We left it in God's hands I felt you were a gift God blessed us with My heart filled with love My spirit you did lift Then things changed The news was no good My heart was torn apart Like I never knew it could Such a short time Did I carry you within My hopes of holding you Now gone with the wind Tears now fill my eyes As the news is still so new Pain now fills my heart Losing you is the hardest thing to go through I love you my child So small and so weak I love you so much Even though we never got to meet to my child with me 11weeks and now with the Lord. Never will we forget.

• 08-14-2009 1:03 PM

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  kerry-joanne Joined on 03-25-2007 uk Posts 10	Re: For my baby Reply Contact awww you started me of crying as its so true so matter how early/late you are when you m/c still hurts like hell you fall in love with them the moment you find out there is a beautiful life growing inside of you xxxx your letter was beautiful

• 08-14-2009 6:39 PM

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  Precious329 Joined on 08-27-2007 Texas Posts 40	Re: For my baby Reply Contact Oh, i'm so sorry for your loss.  I know it's hard when you're almost to the "safe zone."  My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Take Care Precious

• 08-15-2009 11:51 AM

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  Nicole in Canada Joined on 07-02-2006 Mommy to Annon Posts 912	Re: For my baby Reply Contact I am so sorry to hear about your loss Sami. Your words to your baby are beautiful, big hug, Nicole

• 08-15-2009 4:47 PM

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  ButterflyStacie Joined on 06-07-2006 Eva Jean born 8/21/07, Arizona Posts 893	Re: For my baby Reply Contact  What beautiful words for your beautiful baby. I am so very sorry Sami. I am sending prayers your way and I hope you can find peace soon.

• 08-15-2009 5:36 PM

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  corajalem Joined on 07-12-2004 lost another precious baby. Posts 464

  Re: For my baby Reply Contact Thank you. My evening are my hardest though I have not yet started to fully pass much yet. Today I have had some more bleeding but I am waiting for it to really start. This is the hardest thing for me to do. Yet I want it to just be over so I can finish my grieving process. This is a very difficult loss for me. I was so sure I was safe and was about to start the second trimester. It hurts so much. When the ER doctor came and gave us the news we were overcome with grief and despair. I can't go back to that moment without tears. I write to my baby every night right now just trying to make it through. Thankful for the prayers as I know God is helping us right now.

• 08-16-2009 4:22 PM

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  Tracyandnatabear Joined on 08-30-2004 Posts 1,092	Re: For my baby Reply Contact  Sami,  So very sorry for your loss.  My loss was at 11 weeks and it was just horrible... I'm thinking of you and praying for you!

• 08-16-2009 4:27 PM

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  ashbabeedoll13 Joined on 03-04-2006 North Carolina Posts 303	Re: For my baby Reply Contact   OUt of all my losses my loss at 12w6d was the hardest. I wrote many, many poems and letters to little Evan.  It doesn't make the pain go away, but it helps release some of the emotion.

• 08-18-2009 7:40 AM

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  GenevieveK Joined on 07-30-2005 Mom to~Andrew~Eleanor~Henry~ ~Amelia born 7/21/09~ Posts 1,483	Re: For my baby Reply Contact  Thoughts and prayers are with you.  ((HUGS))

• 08-18-2009 6:56 PM

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  ~~Bonnie~~ Joined on 09-17-2004 Praying For a Healthy Baby Posts 401	Re: For my baby Reply Contact I am so sorry Sami, I was hoping that this was it for you.  Big hugs to you and your husband.

• 09-29-2009 7:42 PM

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  Rach~Mum2nAngel Joined on 05-14-2006 Queensland, Australia Posts 49	Re: For my baby Reply Contact I am so sorry Sami.  Beautiful poem... made me cry. Big hugs, Rach

• 09-30-2009 2:16 PM

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  ButterflyStacie Joined on 06-07-2006 Eva Jean born 8/21/07, Arizona Posts 893	Re: For my baby Reply Contact  Hope you're doing okay, sweetie. I was just thinking about you & Ash.