I just found out last night that I'm pregnant with my 4th child. I have a blended family of 5 children, but his two live in another country. Anyways, a blessing of a child is always a good thing, just the timing is really tough. Once I tell my husband I fear the end of my marriage. He didn't want anymore children and was going to go in this winter to get fixed. But I missed a pill early in the month due to a family emergency and it turns out that i'm 4wks pregnant.
I'm not sure what to do or how to tell anyone. I'm so scared. There's no way I can terminate this pregnancy, but the thought of the alternative is even more terrifiying. Plus I am gluten intolerant, and i'm not sure how to go about balancing that and the needs of a healthy pregnancy. I never knew it before with the other 3. Plus my older 2 children are 12 and 10...how are they going to react to this. My youngest will be thrilled. He loves the babies in my care. I do daycare and right now I currently have 2 babies in my care. Now even sure how to balance being pregnant and running a daycare business.
So while I am excited to be pregnant and having anmother child, I'm am frightened.