I began to get nervous about it and got more info on it that eased my mind. Ended up getting it with my fiance. *sigh* 
SMH! Dont judge me! LOL! I just wanna protect my baby so I did it for him more so than me b/c he wont have any protection for 6 months. I have no symptoms and I didnt get the live virus. I got the preservative free one for pregnant women. So I now have the flu shot and the H1N1. I should be good. Never had issues w/ the flu shot. Plus I have my faith to fall back on as well if all else fails.
And also here, no one under 14 yrs old can visit the hospital so I guess I'm reassured. Its trying to keep ppl away from my child when we get home from the hospital and not being rude or mean that I'm worried about. I already told my fiance I want the first few days at home to us to bond w/ baby and for me to get breastfeeding down. Whether he listens or not is what we'll have to wait and see about.